Think, Thought, Thinked? Thoughted?

Sometimes, Most of the time, I Believe

Sometimes I wonder if I’m doing the right thing,
Sometimes I ponder over the slightest thing.
Sometimes I try to predict what will happen,
Sometimes I can see the things that would happen.
Sometimes I go against what I’ve deduced,
Sometimes I think too much that I’m reduced.

Most of the time I know I’m not.
Most of the time I get over worried.
Most of the time I’m right.
Most of the time I wish I was wrong.
Most of the time I hope things would change.
Most of the time I can’t not think.

I’m stubborn at times cause I hope things will change.
I’m paranoid at times cause I am pessimistic.
I’m not a fortune teller, I just base on my experience.
I think of different scenarios to how others would react.
I think it’s hard for situations to go in another direction.
I think it’s tiring to keep thinking.

I believe one day things will turn out right.
I believe my worries are for a good reason.
I believe with predictions I know what to do.
I believe every decision has its choices.
I believe I can change the way things would turn out someday.
I believe better solutions can come up if I keep thinking.

Sometimes I wonder if anyone believes in me.
Sometimes I hope someone will be there for me.
Most of the time things don’t turn out the way I hope they’ll be.
Most of the time I tend to give more then I take.
I’m changing but I’m still me deep inside.
I think people change to protect themselves.
I believe someday someone will understand and appreciate me.
I believe one day someone will walk with me.

Is there someone out there?
Who is willing to hold me close?
Believe in me,
Try to understand me,
Appreciate me
And is willing to walk with me,
Down this winding road filled with villains?